ANger/Agony/hatred/emo~ life craasheddddd
You don't know how i feel.. I don even feel like talking to you now~ I can't face you~ I'm so ashamed of myself and its all cos of MY FUCKING !FUCKING! sister.

You don't know how I feel!~ I love you so much yet I flaunted those unexpressable temper on you. I've hurt someone with my temper before~ and now because of my sister I've hurt you too~ when i saw that look in your eyes. It dawned on me that it was the first time you saw me angry.

I knew you were crying inside.

I knew your heart was broken when you walked away.

TODAY SUCKED!
I DROPPED MY PHONE FOR THE FIRST TIME,
I HAD MY FIRST QUARREL WITH YOU,
I SHOWED YOU MY TEMPER FOR THE FIRST TIME,
I MADE YOU CRY FOR THE FIRST TIME TOO.
Daunted I AM! i AM so so so ashamed and disappointed with myself. I really need some time with god, i really need him to calm the storm in my heart FOREVER. I don't know how to face you anymore.

rained @ 10:57 PM